i just a simple man ,
i just desire a simple life , i does not fall in love in branded
i just demand what i should get in my life.
yes, u can said me there more wasted to chased certain is no worth ,
but it my hobby , that is the power to motivate ....you are disqualified to
speak such some thing rubbish to me ... there is my money
and how i earn how i spend on who, on what else that's my choice unless
the money was earn by u if not please keep your fucking advice away from me
because your voice make me uncomfortable when you are trying to advice me
we are sibling , we are brother , now i not a teens and younger any more ,
i have been made myself prepare to accept the challenge from social ,
what you seen that is not me , what u think that is not me
my mind have mature and growth
i can make a better decision for me
make myself avoid from cheating ,
i believe i can make better future than you
i does not look down on you,
i just wan to advice you back
: when you gonna advice other pls consider whether you are able to competitive with me
think twice before u spoken, otherwise i treat you advice like a bullshit !!!!
may be u said i have turn my attitude why i became like that,
yes... i have change myself, i dare to said that because you just saw a exterior , just saw the surface but
u does not understand my inner ,
this 2 year i have learnt and planning for myself
even i getting single forever but i nvr ever worried about that ,
at least i feeling happy , i have a better gang , better frenz , better brother
i tell you la ,
even i buy a house but i have no consider to joint with you la ,
u think i still that kids ? i knew when to protected myself , what i should away from , u growth with me
but you does not understand me deeply , i just acting forgive and forget
my money not easy to earn too, u think every midnight i sat in front of laptop
and watching or playing game ?
when u sleep and watching in midnight , that is the time for me to earn money.
i m not gambling , i m earning part time n investing
what u think is , i m lucky and gambling but i wanna to telling you that
you are thinking in a absolute wrong way on me
so please don challenge me, don't let me throw on you by money
if i really want , no matter how hard i sure will do it on you in one day once
you made me sibeh dulan .....
i don't want any bloody hell to step into my life and disturbing me
i will getting very good with you if i felt you are the one i trust n confidence on you
but not you .... you are not my choice !!! i can just entertain you if you felt that is graceful
i hope you got a better future than me,天下无不散之筵席,
我相信我自己我相信命运
祝你好运... good luck to you

栽种的种子终于有收割了，
唉，真的有惊无险
现在算安全了，但还不晓得下一步要买什么，
两个星期多前我真的是吓死了，
早上八点多起来
然后就去冲凉然后就开股市
我什么都没有做就只是在trading
到了11.30 我输了1450 ，短短的两个小时多
我输了一千四百多块，
需要等到两个星期多才回本赚钱
扣完债务，剩下的就是赚的
那一天我永远都不会忘记，而且还会
永远记得一个很贵的教训
一天输千多
那天我真的很没有心 作任何东西，
都过去了，现在又有苗头了
出壮了，
现在就是在不断的提升自己，
每天都搞到夜夜才睡，
目的就是要看完我应该要看的东西
会完我应该会的东西。
多几个星期就回去了
感觉很好
这个学期我玩得太过分了
absent 到lecturer 和 tutor 都认得我是谁
什么名字，还很健谈。。。。
也是好事吧，拿tips 也会内幕点。。。haha

2/7/13

2nd of july 

start from this month .

my mind fall to busying way 

in fact i donoe wat i busy for 

i jz folo amd done wat the schedule have arrange for me 

it quite killing my time n my mental

i very curious to one thg , that is 

last nite i hv made a dream ...

i m the killer from the dream,

and i have kill my room mate 

finally i get arrest by police n going to jail.

what kind of story !!!! it very impossible thg

y the dream always appear such terrible screen. 

it almost scare me ....

today i have lost around hundred smth for single trading day ,

nvr nvr lost so money in single day 

except from that, today morning i oni realize 

where the fuck is my financial calculator gone 

found all the possible place even though the classes 

but i cnt ever get back 

oh shit, wat a horrible day today.....><

tomoro have a midterm paper, 

bt now i hv no mood to study agn 

==''

because my mind is belong to penang already ,

always remind myself ,

friday is coming soon ,

my buddy is gonna to meet me soon.

haiz ,,,,, after tis 3 month i must reward myself 

no matter how i still wan reward myself anythg i wish to spend