finally CNY have over already.
it will be the most boring cny for this years.
after 2 more days ,
i have to go back to kampar to continuous my academic
to continous stay my life with those people i does not understand well
with their background, their attitude.
after this CNY , i need to start work hard
to challenge with my CGPA.
i very hate that's feel when i going back to kampar
that feeling make me uncomfortable.
 haiz,,,,, tmr ming ming gone back to SABAH loh.....
that is a very sad news
only can meet each other after 3 more month
anywhere even we have occurs any misunderstanding between 
me and you
but for sure i treat u all as family member
even some time i made some pattern in front of urs
but trust me
yours are my best bro ... i nvr nvr give you up unless u forfeit

wohoo.....
first time challenge the to cook difficult meal
SUCCESSFUL
today i have prepare a table of delicious food
to celebrate CNY eve with my Utar frenz..
i never trust believe myself
i never define my ability deeply
today when i saw my fenz ate their meal which is cooked by me at the same time
i felt very very happiness and happy
huh?
they praise me and almost clear all the dish
some body else add rice also
it amazing ....
2 more day i have to go back ady lo
i miss my bed
i miss my gang
i miss my room
I MISS my BRO.
just now my frenz opened my blog and read
i knew he is accidental opened
he read some dairy i post and
he have been asked me
who are them ?
算了咯，我们这种你都不放心里面的啦
my mind set told me
yes, u are absolutely correct
in my mind no one can represent my bro my gang
i can fully focus to them.....
cause i care so i jealous
cause i care so i want to know
cause i care so i want to advice
cause i care so i want to reject
cause i care so i don wan any of u to get hurt
cause i care so i will think on other side
in conclusion , don blame me
i have to do so even dislike

多几天就新年了
yeah... wohoo....
再过几天就回家了
yeah.... wohoo。。
过年后就要回来再挨过了
每次回来心里都会有点不舍不舍。
我活了21年了，
这21年经历了20年平凡的生活
接下来的人生应该来点不一样吧。
到了目前为止
无论我去到哪走到哪
认识过多少的人，见过多少人
我的心， 我都是提醒着自己
这些以外的朋友都只能称为朋友或者是最好朋友
我知道心里永远永远只留着3个最好的兄弟
尽管跟其他人怎么好，怎么闹
永远都不可能代替到这三个最好最好的兄弟
用最要好朋友来形容，
haha没有点意思了，已经是超出了。
我希望的不是得到任何什么好处
我要的只是一点点的尊重，诚实的相对，
还有彼此的信任与公平
虽然有时失望，且尚，遗憾
很可惜， 有时我们想要得到的并不是
我们所想要的
而我得到的却是我最不要发生的
事实就是残酷的，轮不到我们不去接受
不到最后谁都不懂事实的利与弊。
2 年， 我会很努力的改进自己
或许会绘画出变化的出现
希望的是我们不会出现裂痕
明如镜，汹如焰
知道怎么解就好，不知道就算了吧
路遥知马力日久见人心
隐藏自己并不是很好很好的方法
倒不如做回真正的自己